Mama

Dear Heroin, YOU SUCK!! You have taken my absolutely beautiful child and turned her into your slave. Before she met you her heartlight was bold, her beliefs righteous, her future full of promises and blessings. Her family was her world and her mama was her rock. I never thought in my wildest dreams she could ever fall victim to something like you. Your influence has drastically altered her thoughts and filled her with darkness and despise toward all that was once good. Her loved family is now made to be the enemy and your lies have made her hate her mama. You have given her a false sense of happiness and a fake feeling of love towards unworthy men who are also chemically driven. Where the blame is totally yours, you have her to believe it's the fault of others. You have warped her dignity, crushed her spirit and diminished her self-worth. You have made her blind and she sees no future. You have rendered her deaf to my voice and resilient to my cry. She can't feel; she doesn't feel. You are a leach on her soul and a parasite to her body. You're a thief and a taker of lives. You have stolen one of the most precious people in my life; my child. You have torn at my faith and made me fall to my knees in anguish and despair pathetically pledging my soul for the release of hers; only to recognize you were destroying both. Yes, you are powerful, so very powerful. But all faith is not lost for god is my warrior and he gives me strength. I truly believe his army of good and light is far greater than your army of evil and darkness. I choose to stand on the promise of his word and trust in his plan. I will no longer coward to your ruthless deeds or fear the "what ifs" of tomorrow. Just as the Lord in his miraculously unexplainable feats uses time and divine chastening to turn caterpillars into butterflies, sand into pearls, coal into diamonds, he shall work on her too. I lift her up to him completely and fully let go. He is the giver of life and she is his blood bought child; he loved her first and she belongs to him forever. Therefore, he will not forsake her. His love is endless, his power infinite. Much more than yours can ever be. With that verity being known, you won't win; you can't. So back off. Repulsed by your existence, Her Mama